topsy turvy, world is falling...

my world is rapidly going downhill...

• i got dropped out of my chronobiology class because i cleanly forgot to force-add the class, even though i checked studentlink over ten times a day for class vacancies.
• i added molecular basis of human diseases on the last possible day for adding. attended zero lectures, 1 review session, and took the first midterms. needless to say, i screwed it up. possibly a B, or worse.
• although i started off disliking ethic studies - population histories, i am enjoying it as it developed. but liking it doesnt mean doing well in it. today's section was abt grp discussions on several issues we have been reading abt. i could contribute so little. and i shld add that i was late for class. casually strolling along library walk at 9.05am, thinking i was early for the 9.30 class at york. wondered why the sch was so empty, and soon realised that class started at 9, not 9.30. its FRIDAY, for god's sake. =(
• i like polisci. but the class is progressing at a different level frm me. i dont even know if i know my stuff. what stuff is there??? sheesh. scary tots, esp when a 20% paper is due on wed.
• jap was supposed to be easy. but easy doesnt mean no need to study. i couldnt understand my sensei's qns today. had trouble talking the talk.
• the only easy thing left is mol bio. which i wonder if ill screw since i havent read the text since a week ago. midterms in a week.
• and last, and not least, my supposed research attachment in VA hospital, which still has no news yet. if im screwing up so badly without this time-drainer, what will happen when i start work at the lab???
  

simple put... im screwed.

playing this weekend at a house near you: THE BIG CATCHUP GAME