tired

annoyed, asleep, beat, beat up, bored, broken-down, burned out, collapsing, consumed. leaving this country (yet again) in 79 hours time. distressed, dog-tired, done for, done in, drained, drooping, droopy, drowsy, empty. i dunno if im looking forward to leaving, or if ill rather stay. enervated, exasperated, fagged, faint, fatigued, fed up, finished, flagging, haggard. i just feel damn ****-**ed. mind is not focused. body is weak, and unwilling. empty. irked, irritated, jaded, narcoleptic, overtaxed, overworked, petered out, played out. i do hope ill settle in fast when i get there, but chances of that is slim with all the unresolved issues, from housing to coursework to lab attachment. pooped, pooped out, prostrated, run-down, sick of, sleepy, spent, stale, tuckered out. i need a break. from everything. from everyone. to have all the time and money in the world to do the things i really really want to do. wasted, weary, whacked, worn, worn out. but, i know. the closest i can get to that is: sweet dreams.