crossroads...
fatigue.
the tiredness and lack of motivation to do what is needed, even when there is sufficient time to do so. to prepare for my upcoming return to sch, to research abt italy trip information, to fix up all the computers up to 2 degrees from me, to organise friends into coherent groups for meeting up before a 2 year break, to stop and smell the small flowers in life, to decide on what lab to join for the next 2 years, to have my last shot of fun before sch starts, to get a nice 60 litre backpack for backpacking, and yet have sufficient sleep before its too late.
many things done recently feels wrong. illogical-yet-wanna-do. or logical-yet-feels-so-wrong. house of cards falling inwards onto me. logical knowledge that no damage will be done, but that doesnt mean ull feel like the top of the world.
first quarter crisis?
thats 3 years too early then. too many decisions to be made with too little info. no one knows where anyone is heading. just bumming along in life. chasing fads and enjoying the short spark while it lasts, hoping to catch the head of the next shooting star, without accidentally falling into the flame of the tail.
what do i want frm me? what do u want from me? what do THEY want frm us? i have no idea. what can i do? what can u do?
sue me.
p/s: did i tell u i finally got a apartment, albeit only for 3 months? thank god. but ill be 厅长 for the 3 months. hopefully ill save myself a bit for holidaying...
the tiredness and lack of motivation to do what is needed, even when there is sufficient time to do so. to prepare for my upcoming return to sch, to research abt italy trip information, to fix up all the computers up to 2 degrees from me, to organise friends into coherent groups for meeting up before a 2 year break, to stop and smell the small flowers in life, to decide on what lab to join for the next 2 years, to have my last shot of fun before sch starts, to get a nice 60 litre backpack for backpacking, and yet have sufficient sleep before its too late.
many things done recently feels wrong. illogical-yet-wanna-do. or logical-yet-feels-so-wrong. house of cards falling inwards onto me. logical knowledge that no damage will be done, but that doesnt mean ull feel like the top of the world.
first quarter crisis?
thats 3 years too early then. too many decisions to be made with too little info. no one knows where anyone is heading. just bumming along in life. chasing fads and enjoying the short spark while it lasts, hoping to catch the head of the next shooting star, without accidentally falling into the flame of the tail.
what do i want frm me? what do u want from me? what do THEY want frm us? i have no idea. what can i do? what can u do?
sue me.
p/s: did i tell u i finally got a apartment, albeit only for 3 months? thank god. but ill be 厅长 for the 3 months. hopefully ill save myself a bit for holidaying...
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where are u guys going in italy?
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